J'aime mon fat poodle.: Archive

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ASSHOLE DOUCHEBAG ALERT.

Dec 31st

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Dec 31st

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Dec 30th

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I miss you a lot. Whenever I’m sad. But when I think of you, I get even more sad. I just miss you. And it’s sad that after all this time, you still come to mind.

Dec 30th

I’m so tired, really. I’ve lost parts of my soul here and there along the way to where I am as of right now. I’m sick. I’m sick of every day that comes and goes. I don’t want to deal with anything. I’ve been oversensitive, weak, fragile even. I try to brush it off as no big deal, but it doesn’t feel like a small problem to me. I am no longer comfortable...

Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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anditslove: I’m scared. I want you and I need you and I don’t want to want and need you. I don’t want to want and need you in a way that you don’t want and need me. I don’t want to be attached. I don’t want to feel this way because I’m afraid you will leave and I will be left here, feeling all these things, for someone who doesn’t feel them for me. But I do, and it terrifies me.

Dec 30th

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Dec 29th

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I want to travel. I want good company to travel with.

Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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Arnun and I went to go watch The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo today. It was a very very long movie… started at 4:50 and we got out of the theaters right before 8. We snuck chili into the theater lol. Then he came over for dinner that my momma made or us and watched the Green Hornet. I’m so tired. I wish I could have gone out to celebrate Christine Song’s birthday as well. ): Oh...

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Dec 26th

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Dec 25th

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When a holiday like this one hits, I really wish I wasn’t in Virginia. I know it sounds harsh, but all I have here is my mom and she’s not even home right now. It’s Christmas and I’m in bed with my dog. I just want to be able to gather around with lots of family members and eat good food.

Dec 25th

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Just got home a few minutes ago. I'm so tired...

Dec 25th

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Dec 25th

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Me: Mom, I'm hungry.
momma: LOL LOL LOL (literally laughs heartily) 
momma: You just ate dinner!

Dec 25th

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I love how guys wrap presents. It's so darn cute.

It’s somewhat messy and lumpy and off, but still. <3

Dec 24th

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Dec 24th

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Driving to Annandale with my babyboo. He is so mean to me. Lol.

Dec 23rd

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I just really miss some of my old friends in California. We’re living in completely different worlds now.

Dec 22nd

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I'm wrapping presents and I'm sho happy. ^____^

I’m done getting all the presents. Just gotta wait for baby’s Pacsun stuff to come in the mail!

Dec 22nd

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Dec 21st

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Dec 21st

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I am worth more than a gallon of gas, more than that cheap dinner you paid for. I should be worth way over your pride and humiliation. I should be somebody you would never stop chasing since Day One. I am not some girl who should be sitting on her ass, waiting constantly for that one boy who doesn’t try to treat her any better. It’s not that he doesn’t know how. It’s not...

Dec 21st

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Dec 21st

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Dec 21st

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You’ll know you’re the right guy if I don’t rush anything. And I’ll know you’re the right guy if not even the slightest idea of rushing me exists in your brain.

Dec 21st

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Dec 20th

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It’s such a difficult process, moving. You want to leave this place, but at the same time, you can’t. Here is the bed you slept in for over a year. Here is the closet containing all of your clothes and those two alcohol bottles. Here is the window that you’ve decorated two Christmases in a row. Here is the door that has been through to much. Here is the new and old friends. Here...

Dec 20th

I’m actually thinking of going to college in California since my dad said he’d give me his car if I came back. There really would be no point in staying here since there’s a chance that my mom’s going to leave for Korea by next year and I’ll be here alone… I’d have to like give blow jobs in a men’s restroom for 50$ to survive…. unless I found a...

Dec 20th

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Hi I’m Janice Yang and I am such a happy bubbly little girl and I love everything in life and this world is just so beautiful and good to me.

Dec 20th

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